| Hi. I'm Kim. and I have no idea whats going on.
College is really the weirdest thing ever. Just thinking about the concept is strange, actually going is even stranger. I like it sometimes, and other times I dont. But its ok because for some reason I'm pretty focused on my school work so..I guess thats good. I don't really know. It's weird having such a core group of friends for soo long and then being pushed into a new pool of people. You feel the need to establish yourself right away but its nearly impossible.
Also, I think my mom may be permanently mad at me for going to school. Even though its what she wanted she never sounds the same when I talk to her anymore.
I could always drop and waitress... |
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| I have to report to "college" in 11 days.
bleh.
Im kind of excited now though. They're new gym really excites me. And maybe meeting new people is fun. I forget, I havent done it in a while.
I think I might actually be ok with all of it if it werent for the fact that my boyfriends leaving for ohio for 4 months in 3 days. Oh well.
I got a tattoo.
It says Grace and its on my foot.
And i have blonde hair.
In case you were wondering.
thats all for extreme body alterations for now..... |
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| my summers been twisted like woah.
all my plans have changed like 4 times. and im usually pretty flexible. but its starting to get late and i would love some stability in actually having credible plans. but theres not really much i can do about it?
however.
if you know of anyone who is in dire need of having their life guarded and would pay about $16 an hour or so.... let me know.
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| toda esta loca porque tengo estos examenes la semana proxima, y hasta entonces me siento como no puedo hacer algo. But its not like im using all that time to study either.
pero me siento como debo.
and on top of the APs, my life gets crazier.
i "picked" a college today. basically i looked at my two financial aid packages and without even thinking about it just sent in the card that was the cheapest. knowing that i didnt want to go there. and that i want to go to the other school. but ill give it a shot..and if i hate it ill transfer and will have spent less money for a semester. so whatever.
and then im having some other issues. and stuff is driving me crazy. and i think my mom knows. in which case i might be screwed.
and i just want school to be done. and i want my boyfriend back. and i want summer i guess.
im also really sick. and i cant get better.
oh well.
i did not mean to just complain for an hour. please forgive me.
im also really blessed. im glad that i have a body that functions. and a family. im glad that i could even get into Gordon and am thankful that i might even have a car to get me places. im just having a bad day. sorry.
espero que todo en sus vidas sea muy bueno.
hasta luego~
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| i might need to quit xanga.
depends on how much i suck.
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